Luckily everything is over. Though its hard , but I will still try my best . Totally madness if i do not give up . I get insomia at night ; maybe very close to depression but thx anyway to those friends who help me through this . :D

@ yesterday's incident at jamming rite ; I am not angry about who came . I was just angry with myself cuz of some personal reasons . Totally nothing to do with u guys :D haha , may be abit mad today cuz finally i can get some sleep ..... ahhhhh . 2 days ago , i kept thinking about this and totally can't go to sleep. Went to bed at 12am , 4am was still thinking why in the hell i can't sleep. yayaya , i crazy i noe :P special thx to tendou-san and simin for helping me thru this incident. ( anything tt i scold pls forget kay? :D ) sorry to all fwens who have to put up with this crazy guy for the last 2 weeks . Was in a real bad mood ; hard to get distracted when u noe the problem is still there at the end of the day to haunt u in your sleep.

Haha , idk y i still so happy when things are so screwed in the band LOL .... maybe cuz i ytd get to sleep bah . Was singing choc7's wo tai ben this morning. ( damn darrell say i sound like jay chou . Call my mum come give opinion she say why so nan ting ! :'( - Zzzz , next time dun trust darrell ler ! :D jkjk )

Tomorrow gonna settle some things . you know , tie up some loose ends. Tendou-san really saved my life in time . He made me realise what I have been doing the last few months . Seriously thx alot ! You saved more than 1 life with ur words ytd night. You know , another reason why i say tendou rawks is cuz he saved my life in time for o levels. If NOT , i will still be floundering in the river dunno which direction to go in. Hahaha, tmr science centre attendence : sherman , chinghui , xing ze , darrell , hweeyuan , weijie , huimin , gwen ( nabilah and kaiwai coming with us too ; tho they not helping out tmr :D ) Heheh , hweeyuan gotta watch out tmr ! wahahaha , instead of me and sherman suan him ; tmr will be everybody doing it XD. kays , gtg practice my singing ( idk why , drums is when i serious , i sing when i am slacking ) bbuaiis:D